I do not promote self harm or encourage it in anyway. I do not promote suicide. I am not pro self harm, depression, suicide or anxiety. I am in no way trying to glorify this kind of life or emotional state.
This is a blog where I write about my daily life. Sometimes the posts will be boring and sometime they will be exciting. I am 19 and from Canada. I will also talk about my struggles with Anxiety, Depression, and Self Harm. With those topics may come some triggering material so here it is the *TRIGGER WARNING* for anyone suffering from any or all of these things. I hope you enjoy my rants and if you need some support/someone who will listen or you have questions or you just want to chat I'm always willing. :)
I am most likely moving into Ty’s house after Christmas. Living with my family is becoming too much for me and I can’t take the fighting and all the drama that goes on. My mom is okay with it, dad is not and Ty’s dad is fine with it so in about a month I will be permanently living with my boyfriend. That’s kind of scary. But I’m also excited. Also I told him if we end up having to move for him to get a job after school then I want a ring on my finger first. I want a full commitment from him before I leave my family and the city I have lived in my whole life. That’s whats going on in my life right now. Plus CHRISTMAS IS COMING! I’m so excited!
YOU MIGHT GET MARRIED ONE DAY AND GET TO LIVE WITH YOUR BEST FRIEND AND DECORATE YOUR HOME WITH THEM AND DO EVERYTHING TOGETHER LIKE WATCH LATE NIGHT INFORMERCIALS JUST BECAUSE AND SEE THEIR SLEEPY FACE WHEN THEY WAKE UP IN THE MORNING AND HAVE A SECRET HANDSHAKE AND BE REALLY WEIRD WITH THEM AND THEY’LL STILL LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT AND IF THE POSSIBILITY OF ALL OF THAT DOESN’T MAKE YOU SMILE IDK WHAT WILL
holy shit. this is perfect.