I do not promote self harm or encourage it in anyway. I do not promote suicide. I am not pro self harm, depression, suicide or anxiety. I am in no way trying to glorify this kind of life or emotional state.
This is a blog where I write about my daily life. Sometimes the posts will be boring and sometime they will be exciting. I am 19 and from Canada. I will also talk about my struggles with Anxiety, Depression, and Self Harm. With those topics may come some triggering material so here it is the *TRIGGER WARNING* for anyone suffering from any or all of these things. I hope you enjoy my rants and if you need some support/someone who will listen or you have questions or you just want to chat I'm always willing. :)
I’ve started going back to therapy since my recent breakdown. I am feeling good about it. I think I need to be seeing someone and work through my issues. My emotions are not great lately. Last night was pretty bad. I started thinking about cutting and then I thought, “Why not? Why shouldn’t I do it?” Which I’m still kind of thinking about. What would stop me? What would it hurt to just do it once? My emotions are so up and down lately and I can’t seem to figure out what the hell I’m feeling or why I’m feeling it.
my math teacher: *pulls out dollar bill* how much is this worth?
teacher: *folds bill in half* how much is this worth now?
teacher: *folds bill in half again* how much is it worth now?
teacher: what about if I crumple it up and throw it on the ground? Will someone pass by it and say, "Ooh, a dollar, but I won't pick it up because it's all crumpled and dirty"?
students: No, because it's still worth a dollar.
teacher: Exactly. No matter how much a human goes through or how much they do, they're still worth the life of a human.
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